I have been non-religious for most of my life; I always believed
there was something more than human-kind and this existence. I suppose I find the idea that we are as good as it gets, really scary. When my son was 10 he asked me what I thought god is; my answer was, “to me god is the space between the molecules”. Even then I was onto the idea of an energetic force of creation and cohesion. I was what I called a Deist Taoist, I believed everything was energy and that energy was in flux; always trying to re-establish balance (that’s the Taoist part) and I did not believe this energy interacted with specific individual for a specific purpose (that’s the Deist part).
The idea that we could interact with and even use this divine energy is fairly new to me. A couple of years ago I met a young man who healed
himself of a bipolar disorder. This made me curious about the power of energetic healing. So I attended a spiritualist church in my neighbourhood, there I discovered that much of what I took to be a crazy person’s rantings were being taught as metaphysical truth. After that I spent much time evolving my own spiritual awareness and energetic gifts (we all have them). Now I can live 5th dimensionally… trusting my intuition as divine guidance from higher knowing (consciousness). My friend argues that when we add, thinking and feeling to our physical forms (3-D) we are 5th dimensional. So this awakening of consciousness is actually 6th dimensional. For the sake continuity with popular vernacular, I am going to continue calling physical world 3-D and spiritual acknowledgement 4-D and awakening consciousness 5-D.
Back in November 2012 my intuition told me to move to Victoria B.C. This choice had no basis in logic so I asked the universe, “why?” the response was, “to teach and heal”. As a 5th dimensional being I just said, ‘OK” and by January 7th I was in Victoria, looking for work and a place to live. One would think that when God/Source/ Universe tells you to do something and you do it … that everything should come together easily. That is not always the case… more than 4 months later I am still looking for work and 4 weeks away from finding my butt and suitcases on the curb. As little as 3 years ago I would have been worried and frightened,
but optimistic (that has kind of always been my nature). I could best describe myself as realistic…aware that the glass is half empty, while appreciating that it is still have full.
I have received several clear messages about what things I need to do, one of them is to write… but my brain can’t focus on writing with these mundane things like food and shelter distracting me. This is where our 5-D living runs into problems fitting into our 3-D world, in 100 years everyone (including landlords) will trust the universe to balance itself and that over time generosity will be met with multiplied abundance. For
now you and I have to find a way to live in 5th dimensional awareness
while accommodating the 3rd dimensional world which is still evolving.
Was god just messing with me when he decided to send me to Victoria? Hellzzz NO… that universal energy has no purpose but to create the highest and best good for all; individually and collectively. Highest good also involves timing. Example: If I find a job I may not be alert when the best job for my good comes along. Conversely, if I found a job right away, I may not be desperate enough to take a day labour position clearing out a warehouse. A warehouse which may turn out to be the home for a Spirit of the 8th Fire healing centre.
We need to trust that even if we don’t understand the why and when... that everything will work out in our best interests. It has always been that way for me. The most important thing we can do is keep our hearts open to the opportunities the universe sends us. Feeling right is a far more accurate, an assessment of any situation then thinking it through. Not that the two can’t work together, especially when there are other people involved.
I am way past my 600 word preference, so I need to wrap this up for
today. I will leave you with this little abundance invocation I was given. It
just reminds you to keep your heart open to your higher consciousness and the universal consciousness.
I am light … I am love …. I am one with the universe
I am deserving … I am receiving … I am accepting
NOW HURRY-UP DAMN IT (optional last sentence)
Have a joyous day.